My Life with D Most' 2012

Dear,

Good Day.

Last Facts about 2012 ( Episode 1 ) * Only if i have time to post for the episode 2 or else this will be the only fact ..

#FoodIEatDMost – Nasi Goreng

#IDrinkDMost – The O Iced

#PlaceIHangDMost – KLCC (Undoubtedly)

#ColourIApplyDMost – Red

#WordIsaidDMost – Fuck/OMG/Shit/Babi ( I means we applied almost to conversation)

#WordINeverSaid – I Love You

#SongIListenDMost – Drive By, Titanium, Move Like Jagger, Set Fire to The Rain, The OneThat Got Away, Glad You came, Ai Ni ( Kimberley), Tapi Bukan Aku, Aku Harus Jujur, KDP, Sayang ( Shae) and SO MANY mandarin Songs ( lazy to type in PINYIN).

#FriendsITeasedDMost – Chang Fui Fui, Shafiq ….

#FriendsILoveDMost – Berenice, Fui2, Elyn, Simon, LHsiangTing, Charles, Gary, ChiaLih, WanJun, LTeng, Catheline Bong, Ziaf, Tony, Cliff Newton, Alvin, Deedee, Fiq, Fid, Asyraf, Jord, Fahmi, Jaja, Saeida, Kak Zazie, Nikman, Sheera, Khalid, Zul, Farid, and KAK MARIA.

#BusIBoardDMost – U63 ( This bus heading to Subang Jaya Summit, pitstop at Midvalley, PJ, Sungai Way, Asia Jaya, Hilton Hotel PJ etc )

#TrainStationIStoppedDMost – Kampung Baru and KL Sentral

#PersonICalledDMost – Madam Leong ( MyFatMummy )

#PersonIHadArguementDMost – There are four of them and I don’t feel like reavel.

#RnRIStoppedDMost – RnR Tapah

#PersonILoveDMost – My Family (Kuching, Singapore, Bandung, Penang), My cat Jena, Jade, Bubu, Bobo, Bebe,  [ Belated Kittens ( Jtam, Jlang, Jtek, Jbab, Jbob) ]

#PhoneIUsedDMost – No doubt my Blackberry 9780.

#FoodICookDMost – Mixed Vege, Ginger Chicken

#FriendIDisappointedDMost – Sadly I have two, this years, God and Me know it.

#FriendWhoEatDMost – Saeida, LHsiangTing

#FriendIThankedDMost – MAR, SHFQ (2012).

#WebsiteIVisitedDMost –emeraldinsight.com, segisphere, twitter.com, google.com, universityofsunderland.uk.com

#MovieThatIWatchedDMost –Breaking Dawn 2, The Sorcerer And The White Snake, Snow White and the Huntsman, TED, Sinister, Ombak Rindu, Pisau Cukur, StepUp3. 

Thanks for reading this. We'll see again, soon :)

Best Regards,

Boboy, 2012

My Life with Summary of 2012

It finally comes to the end of the year, Its December now. Everyone did agree saying time swifts so fast that you don’t even found out and in the end its like, it’s almost a year. The end of every year makes one philosophical, you start thinking about life (., 2012). I should think about my life, as I really need to.

 - About Studies?  My studies has comes to its end. Basically I had finished up my degree and waiting for final results to be released on next year.  Have been suffering from partial distortion currently, which exams are finally over and my brain requires adequate time out. Anyway, I will get a job at the mean time, to treat my wallet well. I have so many things to throughout the next half year since June. I worked, I studied, I travelled etc. Oh ya, lotsa things happened.

- About  Family? Bittersweet I would say. Sympathy division is when the nervous system prepares you for stressful situations. Mainly if lower down the metabolism rate, and make you more alert, its I feel now. I know there are so many things happened to me, and my family but I know that’s the way we can gather and think of a way to get out from the puzzles, the problems.  Cut it short, because I don’t feel like pouring my family problems here, only me and God knows.

 -About myself?  But I do believe that things happen for a reason. There is always challenge in life, no worries. It’s normal. Ride through it, you will be a better one. There are consequences in life to make things balance. It is like, if you choose beauty, you will get less the function and benefit: If you choose function and benefit, you can only get a basic physical look. For those who are related to my story, they will understand.I might be taciturn sometimes because I'm exhausted and badly in need of fresh air, but I will never escape from problems. That is me. Staying in KL for almost 2 years, I learnt a lot. I learn to save money, learn to work and earn money, learn to be patient who those bitch and sluts, learn to eat Maggie, Gardenia, learn to ignore what people back-stab about me, learn to memorize the Trains and buses, learn to find ways to improve myself, I made mistakes, learn from it and move on, There is pointless being solemn over it.

-About friendship? I made lotsa new friends. Friends that hangout for fun, Friends that can rely and can be trusted, Friends that come to you when they need helps. Friends that listen to you and cry because of your stories. Friends that probably a potential actor and actress, full of drama. Well, I'm matured enough to choose my own friends and I know who they are. For those who has done a dreadful sin to me, I chose not to hate but couldn't deny the strong abhorrence in my heart towards them. I'm sorry, I forgive but NEVER FORGET. I try to eliminates drama in my circle, and cut off arguments as i know those silly argument are meant to stress us out and poke holes in our friendship. 

-About Relationship? No comment. I met no-one. Single bed for one year. I'm not sad, because i know that, someone better and good awaits me. Maybe, the time matters. 

Conclusion, 2012 almost comes to its end, like 3 more days to go. I would always say thanks to 2012 for giving me such a good life to live in and taught me so many things, to experience, to feel and to understand. I don’t know why, sometimes I found that where life tends to be the way of how you wanted it to be. I shall stop here, I have my last report to be done. Bye, reader. I will update as frequent as I can. I promise.

Picture taken at Pangkor Island (December, 2012).. 

p/s: I went for an interview last week and its a high pay job, and it’s almost success. Do pray for me. Thanks dears all. 

With Trust :)

I have so many people in life that i connected with, i mean, those closet one. I do trust and try to trust very hard to help me out of bad spot. I trust mostly those being nice to me, i don't know if the NICE is really nice or just superficial.

Sometime i feel funny in the sense that, i know the fact that some is cheating on me (betraying me) and when i comes out to confront with them, they can just make up another story to cover their LIES. ( ?  ? ) = NO EMOTION. Should i laugh in front of them for still cheating or rejoice because they conceal to not let me feeling hurt with the truth. Should i say THANKS for cheating or lies or
 betraying me?

It was out of sudden i got to pen down this post, not that i got betrayed. I mean recently. I reckon. I got disappointed. I can feel the disappointment flooded over me mentally and physically sometimes. And i know it  takes a certain amount of faith  (Or maybe MORE) to regain trust in whatever you lost it in.

Someone very dear to me told me just this morning, that don't really trust a person 100%. Damn, i did. I trust some , a few person 100%.

So now what plays on my mind is, Forgiving is one thing and the first thing, Letting go will be the next, moving on is what i shall do ultimately.

Forgiveness is a gift that you give to yourself. It allows you to move forward. Forgiving does not mean forgetting.
Thank you for the Broken heart  (Is a nice song neway)- Thank you for helping me to grow - Thank you for revealing your true colour. God is too good for me to realize all this. I love you ... I'll love myself more, and ONLY trust myself.

 I'm gonna out, its saturday night.  Happy Saturday Dear blogger and readers.

S.A.T.A.Y S.T.A.T.I.O.N

About food. Owh ya, just being sidetrack for awhile. My very first time posting about food @blogspot. Actually i did posted this at other site but i deleted that acc as i found that, i still love Blogspot. 

 I been to this place name Satay Station (Waterfront Ampang) last night with friends. Credit to those who really-know-where-to-have-delicious-food-’s friends. Hell, i must say, they served the best satay in KL, so far. I mean S.O.  F.A.R . If you guys have better options, let me know. I will try. As i LIKE to eat. :/ 

I actually went and googled this outlet ” Satay Station”, realize that it is famous with their gigantic sized satays. As you could view above, the satay is FAT enough to bite off and it smells stick around your teeth, and it was like.. WOW!  What makes the whole bucket special are big chucks of ketupat rice, cucumbers, onions and their satay sauces. Such a licking good menu. RM1 for each, it’s really worth to have a test. It will pay you off what you paid!! Frankly ..

See again, hopes my next post isn’t about the tasty food. I’m really chubby now, serious. I can feel my waist is expanding.

Dear all, i will be back soon and i promised myself to be more active to blog. See ya again.

My life with appreciation

Last night I walked my way to somewhere, exhaustion claws dragging the weary to sleep. I learn to take chance, no matter how the chance shapes like. I maybe unprepared for a big jump (I guess so), but I have made up my mind.

I just want to type this down and say thanks.
I thought life treats me unfairly, but it turned out another way round, ultimately. I found something interesting, in people, who happened to be my hero in the end of the story. Nope, its not the end, or perhaps I should sound, the end of the chapter.

I’m all about gratitude and appreciation. I want to acknowledge some highly valued persons in my life who help me so much, bit and sweet times, easy and hard days. I want them to know how grateful I am to have them in my life and how much they mean to me.

Thanks for letting me vent, and lay your trust on me enough to believe all the things I done were for good sake. (Seriously yes).

Barriers to be happy are flooding over me, as usual like everyone did. No one is perfect and no one can please everyone. So, my concept is – Agree is disagreeing. When you’re right, shut up. When you’re wrong, ADMIT it (Or I should vice it?)

Thanks for being my Strength, my comforter, my Healer, hold your hands when I’m in deep, lend your shoulder when I’m collapsed, show your caring when I’m weak, prove your friendship when I desperately in need of it.

Thanks guys, Thanks life, Thanks myself. Thanks for forbearing my faults, and immature lapses in judgment, and for letting go my idiosyncrasies.

My life with Latest of 2012

This blog had gotten to be more of a burden than anything else, for a while, and as I responded in the comment, I've been quite busy since.

Its my final year. I just get started my semester few weeks ago. Well, everyth okay. Thanks god for the results obtained that allows me proceed to next level of my studies. Today I had a little extra "time" to typing some feeling here. Oh.. I had so many times, just that I’m simply LAZY. Hey bloogie, sorry for not catching you in ages, you defiantly deserve a long long post.

Back to my studies. I get frustrated or (We all) felt frustrated, Lecturers always expect the very high quality works from us. I mean, they always wanted us to be the best like UK student. Even our results are always being compared with UK students. But I think, I’m talking craps! I like being compare, I guess, kind of motivation for me, in a way. Cut it short, i should spend time studying hard as professors gave us more subjects and we expect the questions to be more difficult as we had extra time to study (as they said and as I think). This semester I feel a little bit if relax although busy but I enjoy the subjects I’m taking without any disturbed. As what I did the most is connected online and read some research sample and journals, thesis or essay to get inspiration to start off my studies.

Back to myself. Hmmm… I change nothing, Or perhaps I become aggressive than before. I start to understand a quote that I read online in d past.

‘Keep your dream silent’

It’s pointless for you to reveal anywhere without actions. If you want it to be achieved, guide yourself and reinforce urself is fix enough to work silently to accomplish it. Here you go, my own realization. I will remind myself, to proceed d elements step by step. As I admit that, sometimes I got hyper-worried about the passage of time, and I got hyper-desired for the thing I want to get done.

It’s a short entry before I bump myself into journal reading session and composing my own dissertation proposal. I need so many reading, to enrich my knowledge and writing skill and …. to get my brain more ideals. Hehehe…

Owh ya, I addicted to a song lately. Guess I have been playing more than hundred time a week (Nah , not an extravaganza)

The One That Got Away – Katy Perry. I just simply love the song. 

My collection, anyone can help me to accumulate more? Thanksss...


* Photo taken in Sayang Seafood Restaun, Langkawi Island

My life with perfect imperfection

Hey my bloggie hey my blogger and hey my silent readers (if there is anyone). I’m to be blamed for not posting any entry. Yes, I should be! I’ve gotten myself too busy during my internship period which started on three months before and it was my last day one day before Raya. I’m settling down everything now waiting for my new semester.

I did discarded lot of entertainments as I was really tired when I get home from work (So I’ve been a good boy for the three months)

How about your life? Is everything fun? There’re more story but for this moment I’ll be skimping or just skipping as some are too privacy to be listed here, it’ll be in my private blog.

I have a thought; it comes to me in sudden as i listen to Bruno Mars, makes me log in my blog and typing all these.

How do you define P.E.R.F.E.C.T? Is it if everything you want in life comes to you one by one or you have zero mistakes made in life?

How about IMPERFECT? It's all about SUCKS, WORSE or WEAK?

Tell me now, do you ever imaging of your future lover? I mean, before you meet them or ultimately bump in love. I guess the expectation is always beyond your limit! Hahaha..

A girl expects her future boy friend to be rich like Tom Cruise, tall, fair like Robert Partison and smile like Beckham or cute as Justin.

A guy might dream for a girl like princess Taylor swift, sexy lips Angelina Julie or hot body like Megan Fox.

Hey don’t laugh, I guess it’s so true in life. It isn’t a sin through even I did it in life.

I do expect, I do dream, I do hope, I do wish and I do W.A.N.T J

But what if the one turns out isn’t totally fulfil your desires, but ended up you guys are IN LOVE?

Believe me, love is blind. It doesn’t blind your heart but eyes. Once you’ve fallen to someone, he/she will be superb perfect for you even though your friends might be like ‘ Hey, is that guy/girl your taste?’

Come on. Let your heart rules your feeling. I used to be a right at front when it comes to encouraging people to go for what they want in life. I’m a believer that if you don’t aim high, you’ll get zero but it doesn’t apply in love. Love is all about give and take, it isn’t a game when you hit more you’ll get higher points. It’s all about perfect imperfection. People might say your lover is not perfect but your heart will defences and say, NO, he/she is just fine in my eyes. You get the power of love?

We might probably hide our scars, wrinkles but our imperfection can’t be hided. Noted it and accept it.

Don't expect anyone else to support you. Maybe you have a trust fund. Maybe you'll have a wealthy spouse. But you never know when either one might run out. Don't be shamed of your lover imperfection but be thanked, God makes no perfect :)

And last,

Keep your old love letters. Throw away your old bank statements because love keeps you alive and look younger.

*Enjoy the music while reading! Thanks for visiting, i do love and i still love :)

My Life with Recent ...

--------------- My Life, My Story, My Blog, My Feeling ---------------------

The owner is busy now, start with the internship, have been burying himself into works. My bad for making this blog not-so-alive :)

_____My Desk______

Office is full of drama, this is what i can reveal, after all, my department is still manageable, i mean within the limit that i can still handle. As an intern can seriously drag you down in fast speed. Cut it to short, my team is very nice human, the way they assign me to perform jobs, the way they request me to backing-up the works, always being polite. I recognized a fact, maybe it's a culture. Nah, they are frankly result oriented (let's put this way)- if you're performing, they'll really like you and empowering you.

p/s: When you're doing nothing or being too free in the office, it might means you're not-reliable (or-not-performing), i'm G.L.A.D that i have plenty to do! They involve me into forum, discussion and dealing with VIP clients, they do put some heavy responsible on my shoulder, feel like i've been appreciated. GLORY GLORY MR GAZY :)

‿◕ My office suit :)

Well.. did you notice

Regarding to my family. Hmmmm... they're doing fine so far and healthy. I put highlighted on HEALTHY *fingers crossed*

For myself, i found hard in understanding myself lately! I'm puzzled sometimes. Many said i've changed. Did i change? Or it's due to my unpredictable personality? I keep demanding, i'm hot temper, i'm realistic.. I say: Improving life isn't a sin, isn't it? But i do really wish the changes of mine can lead me to a better way, a right track.

Lastly, Happy Fathers' Day, I love my dad :)

p/s: BTW, i want to make this as my next collection, if :)

My life with updating

Latest number 1
Latest number 2

Life In KL

Sorry for not posting any entry lately. I have gotten to be busiest these few w

eeks. I admit that many news and things have happened that were blog-able but due to my sloth-like attitude these few weeks, I’ve never post anything here until today. Sorry my bloggie L

I: Semester came to its end and all the assignments have to be done *I done mine earlier and submitted earlier than the date supposed*

Ii: Busy for my interview, I went to 3 companies for the industrial placement position and been selected, but discard go two and chose the best.

In span of weeks, I cover all the matter above all by myself!

I’ve been staying at KL/ Selangor for few months, yeah! I’m furthering my studies there. My very first time stay apart from my beloved family! Huhu...

I’m back to my hometown for my holidays, very limited! Hey, in hindsight, my brain’s close to whacking, that is why I bump myself into sleeping all time. Weather is HOT, see how I describe the weather, DAMN HOT and this is sort of creeping me out feeling the HIT!!!!

I’m counting down the days, finding times to hang-out with my friends, trying to, I’m sick now, and had my teeth extraction , my MOLAR teeth helo, and it’s still painful and bleeding that makes me feeling the Idleness of hanging out. Btw, I’m taking care of my grandma, she just had her operation. Good grandchild. *compliment pleasee*

I experiences lot of differences while moving here. Seriously yes…

Life in KL is seriously different, not that different actually, but there are some unlike … Okay, it’s different. Live without my family around.

Oops, got off track :)

I started loving the Gardenia Bread since I came to KL. Gardenia's bread selling point in my eyes is their softness but full felling of the bread but what makes me buy it the most for sure, it’s affordable for me, a student! It has become my food, most of the time. How could I sound so pathetic, it’s nice bread after all with nice taste and good price.'

I do miss my bed sometime even i'm back in my hometown :(((

Okay, shall stop now. I’m too lazy to type more here. If you’re close enough with me in facebook, you shall know my news. Oops, sound so wrong, It’s BLOG here. Sorry bloggie, I’ll keep knocking door and visit frequently, no doubt.

p/s: Happy Teachers' day to all :)

Re-post : My life with Random Facts about m.e

I wondered if I could come up with few interesting facts myself. It was actually a lot harder than you may think, but heres what I came up with..

1. Home-boy

I stay home twice more than I hang out. Okay, I do hangout, only when there are special dates with friends and events that I have to. I am kind of socializing, but I never forget homed, I never stay overnight outside. I have to admit this; home is the best place to stay, all the time and forever.

2. Competitive

Well, I can’t do anything. It’s my instinct. I always want to be rated as the best, at least, a good performer. I study like nerd, sometime. It’s kind of motivation when ur staying with someone who tend to make u feel so competitive, it makes you grows fast in an effective way. Of course, a perfect and healthy competition.

3. Indonesian Chinese

This is most headaches, to letting people just go and guess about my race. People speak Malay with me everywhere (those who’s Chinese). I don’t give it a damn. Well, maybe I look so mixed, or many of them claim I have a malay look. I accept no harm at all.

4. Vegetarian

I am more into vege. I don't take fried chicken or roasted, seafoods that much. I enjoy eating just vegetables nowadays, i feel so healthy and fresh. Hahaha.. People laugh at me, but who cares? They don't pay for my life, who should be bother? Right Right Right :)

5 . A collector

My life-time-favourite. I collect aircraft models, seriously like it. I display them all at a special transparent box. I spend me a lot to go and search for each model but some are given by friends. Maybe one day I’ll feel such achievement if I able to hit 100 collection.

6. Shopaholic

You can probably date me out for shopping. Yes, I like shopping, not window shopping!!! I shop and buy. I can translate the feeling in word when you are having financial ability and shop for everything you aim for so long. I enjoy shopping for perfume, clothes, shoes, watches, healthcare /skincare products and electronic devices.

7. Industrious

This is so me. Yes, I am. I used to have some genius friends who have lesser study time than me, but everything turned out they pass exam better grade than me. I reckon one thing, I have to study smart for more, because I’m not a genius, I consume more time to digest what tutors teaching in the class. My strategy, my formula, until now, today.

8 . Hyperactive

Okay, all my friends know this, frankly. I can be as naughty as a monkey jumping up and down when I’m stick with the people I feel comfortable with. Oppositely, if you found me being silent and busying playing my phone, it means I’m not comfort and feeling boring with the people or things. You can catch me easily. In real life, I’m hyperactive baby who jokes around, laughing around and spare happiness around.

9. Shy

Hahaha… don’t laugh with this. I got pretty shy sometime. Even though I’m not bad in socializing, but I prefer people to take the first step in order for me to open the chapter and start chatting, especially when I meet someone who is pretty much adorable. The root of shyness is insecurity, do most of the talking, but toss in lots of open-ended questions to me. Once I get along with ya, you’ll be happy befriend with me. People drawn to me who at first seem callous. Then they surprised to learn that i am not. Yay

10. Adorable

Yay, I’m adorable. Everyone deserves to have an attractive point. I choose ADORABLE. Yes, everyone. There is no ugly person in this world (OMG, sound so bitch when typing this). I look at the mirror every day before I head to class, and I fall in love with myself. This is not overconfident; it means you have a value in yourself. Being confident is a key to success, in a way. I repeat, in a way.

11. Poor memory

My memory is really bad and I lose/forget my keys, cell phone, check card, rings, etc., ALL the time. If you're staying with me, you might probably detect my poor, waking up one hour earlier just to find where the hell is my keys, wallet and SO ON.

12. Rush boy

I don't like leaving things unfinished. I'm kind of rush boy, but i never do thing in rush, i hate last minute work. If I start anything, I MUST finish it, at least in my time set. I don't enjoy the party if my thing left unfinished and keep thinking of it.

That's all my presentation. Everyone has their true fact, don't be ashamed to share, analyze yourself lead you to understand more. Identify your fact, analyze the truth and practice in your life. I believe everyone does has their own SWOT analysis.

My life with something about L.O.V.E

Guess i'm falling in love, i reckon, there is something about love that i couldn't express in words in my past but it works in anyway round, it touch my deepest part of my heart now and tell me that is love. L.O.V E :)

I said before, Love is an emotion beyond our feeling. Embrace it and trust it, You are gonna love every second of missing the one you miss ! I know it is pathetic when you fall for someone who don’t have love on you

My life is happy now, i cognizant this, as Y.O.U around me, sparking my life with full of colorful love firecrackers.

I’m tending to be more looking at the bigger picture. I think from perspective views just to draw a perfect line in the middle for myself to not doing over, either less. So, i'll try my best to appreciate anything and everyone i have in life. I promise.. You know who you're :)

p/s: I believe we are born to love and being love ❣❣

My life with sorrowness

I'm sorry, my post today will be so sad :(

I feel bad, seriously! This few months stresses me in its way, that i never know i could be. God, don't be too cruel to me.. *praying*

I have too many problems with me, and i couldn't find a way to release them out. I feel so paranoid, i easily frustrated lately and i started to not addressing any trust in everyone, even myself! What the fuck is this damnit feeling. I hate myself, i can't help but i do really hate for such a useless me.

My eyes welled up with tears yet i smile. This is the way i pretend myself, and i'm a good in it. I don't know if i do really cry, perhaps crying inside, only god knows of it.

I was saddened by all the things that happened to me recently :(

I need a lot of money, like seriously, for myself and for my family, that's all i can say! I feel so stupid, as other who same age with me are starting finding money by their own, but how about me?

I can't even help myself, what say my family??

My mind is vogue, i couldn't sleep well for the past weeks, i ever stayed up and sitting just to think of my problems, how to get it solved and ended up, i disappointed with myself.

I'm in mazed, life seems so hard and mercilessly requires me to go thru alot of barriers.

Sigh..... I'm so dead meat now, like a zombie without any emotion!

No body knows if fish is crying, as if nobody knows i'm sorrow inside. A smiling face doesn't mean i'm happy,

Cuz there is no point telling to peers and family members, if you know they can't give you any help.

I'm nt asking for sympathy, i'm just finding a medium to pour my feeling out ...

My life with leaving h.o.m.e

Its me first time feel like blogging after such a long time being idle. I’m not lazy, okay! You have to believe this.

The past few days I have gotten to be the busiest so far throughout the year 2011. In a span of few weeks, I covered a Chinese new year (preparation and visiting), heading to a new environment (Subang) and busy moving in and all. In hindsight, my brain’s close to whacking, it’s kinda normal for me to bump into sleeping all time I guess, after my classes.

Owh ya, my first semester kicked of last month, I skipped three classes as I only came faculty late after cny. I have to admit this; I could hardly catch the class at first, hopefully everything turns better next week.

Back to the title. The title seems to explain my predicaments. Yeah, life here is kinda of difficult. Maybe it’s not that difficult, or maybe I just not yet adapt with it. Okay, let’s put this way, I have to walk all d way from my rental house to my campus under the sun, rain and all ; I have to face with different new faces and meet everything and everyone I not used to, there more to story about but for the moment I will be skipping and skipping my post. What make feel hurts d most is, I’ve discard my family, i stay outside alone without family. I miss home L Be serious, no joke (insert a VERY SERIOUS face to tell you how serious I am)

I sleep, I wake up, I off to campus, I have my meal, I have my Internet time. So I plain English, it’s just my routine after minus a companion of family but plus togetherness of friends.

I reckon one thing, that when we are away from something or someone, we tend to miss the thing and that person more than when we’re being together.

I have been truly exhausted by now probably, used up too much energy. Well, it doesn’t matter. I’m still young and steady. What’s most important thing now is to focus on my studies and be the best(try to).

I know I can make it, I used to be.

Your smiles can brighten any moment,
Your hugs put joy in all my days,
Your love will stay with me forever
And touch my life in precious ways...

H.O.M.E , a place like no other J