31 March, 2009
Goku's Tuesday [Morning part]
Firstly, to keep all of you guys up-to-date about me here, I gonna start my storytelling now. Lol. I was procrastinating to study this few days due to there're some tests in this week and the next next week so I have to and I actually had done my stock of notes. Hectic. I didn’t feel like getting on with another stock and i’m BORED. Stress is kicking innnnnn! Tests are around the corner ba. Come on,don't always waiting for d football match la....
So, what happened today was that I woke up lil late and I hate my Mr. Alarm because he didn’t do his job as wake me up on time and I had rushed to college but not before i sent something to my friend. I was slept too late i think and the sun raised dy in d morning but it was just blocked by thick curtains in my room that’s why la… Not my fault at all... D shit curtain.
As usual, I slept quite late. Around 4am and before parting to my dreamland, I would lie on my bed and recall or scanned my own brain what I’ve done for the whole day and the scanning result was nothing except my routine as went to classes and blabla….
Gonna going out with my course mates tonight and the purpose of d outing is still a secret before we hang out,*shhhhh* with my new circle of friend plus my old classmates, three of them. I meant d OLD one. Emmmm, might off to ktv I think if I’m not mistaken.
My phone beeped [Bellas_Lullaby], replied from my silly power ranger. Wonderful night for me, I meant last night. Great chat with Winnie.
She is lil funny if you’re really got CLICKED with her and you could garrulously talking non-stop with her. Chatted from d top to the bottom and sure thing we touched some study’s stuff. We’re not bubbling yea but... She won finally just because she read through all d books? I kept on emphasized that me, myself now is Goku and no longer Ultraman or Edward but she still forgot this smallBIG point at last! *Geeez* Wasn’t satisfied though. But d funniest part was when i told her that i was reading her school magazines and I knew she was kinda embarrassed but truth be told,I was sooo enjoyed with the magazines. Sorry yea.. Haha! I sat there on my bed, read it all so the so-called ''nice pictures''. What else? laughed la come on...! My smile was permanently on my face. *jian* See, i changed my topic d apparently. This is an experience I encounter day to day one kie. Lol. Oh ya, she was sick and a lazy her don’t want to go for the check up. Seriously hope that she could recovery asap because she would have a piles of work to go through.
p/s: Chun li also get ill so take care of urself.
Can’t wait for the hangout section and i seriously wished that it will be a nice one la.
Continuing my lecturing soon and gonna enter my class room now!!
29 March, 2009
Ask Yourself !!
A hot blazing day was spent in my bed room. Slept until a dinner time from afternoon.. Kinda devastated isn't it? *gasp* I've to admit that.
27th(yesterday),i was totally pathetic. was not being emotional but ya, i can't help Elyn to do well in her assignment because she passed up d assignment dy by the time i told her that i checked and modified for her's and asked her to use d newer copy to submit... Wasn't satisfied so i flipped the newspaper angrily and frustratingly! Haiz.. Hope she can really get a good result tho. blablala..
Get rid of it and come on... should happy bit since its hols...
For me,blog is an alternative medium to show my feeling as well and now,i should let know d thgs below...
Truly Ask Yourself....
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- -You're always smiling to yourself when you think about her/him *Imaging something such you’re holding her/his hand*?
- -When you look at she/he, you can't see the other people around you, you just see him/her. Aren’t you?
- -You start listening to slow songs or d songs that would remind you of her/him while thinking about her/him..? *memorized d lyric somemore*
- -Applying her/his photo as your laptop/desktop/cell phone’s wallpaper secretly and always peep/looking at your screen frequently?
- -You cell phone will always full of her/his messages ONLY and you read their Texts and msgs Over and over again..? *smiles again while reading*
- -You get so jealous when someone comments them saying they are cute or beautiful..?
- -You'll feel shy whenever you're with him/her and you blush when u hears their name..?
- -Always wants to know everything that related to her/him and trying best to grab any opportunities that could chat with her/him..?
- -If she/he happy, you too and oppositely you’re down once you know she/he is sad, right?
Do uols have any signs that I mentioned above now in your currently life by the time u're reading ..? What is that all actually means by?I OWNED d all from above list. How..?
Come on, is anyone out there could tell me accurately,if a person have those signs meant d person is falling in love?25 March, 2009
Is love that important to everyone..?
Let see let see..
I was off to the Cafe just now and had my lunch there, weols still lepaked over there after finished our food. Chatted and laughed till burst in tears. *Craziest stories telling competition*
Lobby this is....
Dead Zombie face..? Sick....*
Qutes Gazy: Losing people that we love because of death is million times less hurt than being for on this same land named Earth.
It is really super kinda HURT. Don’t you think so? Nah, i’m not exaggerating but it’s true, at least for me.
*Its only my own view, if there’re anyone who disagreed with it are suggested to ignore this part*
Thus, my last word is,
Cya again… Fetch you with update later.
18 March, 2009
What's the HELL is going ONNN?
--I SENT my assignments to the wrong email address who are same class with me. All out of sudden and I unable to responded back. I'm a CLOT... Hopefully she would never realize it till the due date or else my assignment (points and ideas) will be taker by her. But don’t copy BLINDLY la Okie?
***MOAN***
--I was pissed off la! I can’t even sign in to my blog’s dashboard. I can sign in via other pc or laptop but not my own. What’s go wrong…? Is there anyone out there know what actually happens? It’s showed ‘internet explorer unable displayed page’ when I tried to sign in to my own blog. [bX-qazly4] I’ve phobia now and kinda sensitive with THAT shit thgs. What the hell is it? I’m now blogging here Starbuck,using my friend's lappy and to just parked my big ass here to post my entry. *helpless* So fucking down me because I realized that blogging has become a part of my life. MY LIFE.....
I was seriously frustrated now. I realized that it’s been 5days since my last updated. I seriously want to kill someone. *Fuck off*
17 March, 2009
Dispiriting
Totally ignored the shit out of me....
15 March, 2009
Eventfull day
For this past month,i've downloaded a TON of music,it's my life apparently. Love the song, ''A little Too Not Over You'' sang by David Archuleta. Meaningfull song.
This week was a kinda busy one. Nah, i'm not exaggerating yea. Passed my assignments, and like what i said before,loitering around hospital was really downcast-ing me,shifted me awkwardly.I started studying today,tonight,right now. Shocking isn't it? Test on Monday,now i'm touched abit about my E-commerce. How streeful is that. Hopefully i can score higher mark than preious test which was 76s. Wish me luck and ya,i hope my coursemates score the bigger number too. D closer one ONLY!
I could sensed that i'm kinda a perfectionist now and again all this while,i hardly regret with what i've done because i always demanding for the best as long as i think i can do it. Avid myself being the top but i failed sometimes. Trying to dumped this way of thinking as well.
Move to other topic. Accompanied my friend,for sake of buying laptop. She got it finally and yea(Dell 1525,pink,rm2299),her smile was permanently on her face.*blek* Then off to a Cafe(Food Avenue). We parked our big ass over there and sempat for me,catch up with a football match a great match between my team, Manchester United versus Liverpool. Shit thing happened. I was pissed off. So derastated because Liverpool routed Premier League leader Manchester United 4-1 inscrutably. So sad and i was like.. Ikan mati!Out of sudden. Gonna MOURN,should i? as a manu's fan? I seriously want to kill someone now. Come on,is there anyone can fulfill my desire?
Got home,showered and went out again. Picked my mum from hosp and got home again. But bought Chicken Egg Hotdog Chesee burger somewhere around Jalan Airport before i reached home. Tasty cuz it costed me rm 5.50! I was like NENEK lama didnt eat the ''roadside burger''as i settle it ravenously. lol
Shit,i've to say this. Gonna studying for awhile and let myself go after that. Calendar wrapped to 15th March 2009 dy.
Will fetch you with update later.
12 March, 2009
What Is Love?
' Why single'?
Refers to the title, What is love? Anyone of you are in love now? Is it tasty? Bitterly? Or tasteless?
I think love is many splendid things(sometimes) and it sometimes a layering of emotions and positive feelings that weave a depth of caring to which no other emotion could compare but ya, its more of an action sometimes. You do it to translate ur feeling. It's the desire to see someone happy just because you want them to be happy. Love can explain in words but you cant seems to find a way to express and release how is ur love look like and what is ur deepest love's feel bringing up from you to others.
Don't u think so a guy who are 18 years old and still studying aim for higher achievement on his studies have no right to fall into relationship?I am totally out of idea to give myself an ideal answer because i was puzzled.Perception of mine about love previously is simple and easy but sorry to say,i dumped this outdated thinking thousand years ago. She was the most beautiful girl i have seen since i fell to this world i would say.
I'm in love obliviously and my love for her makes me learn and motivate + inspire me alots, so it doesnt take experience it takes being in love and showing your partner how you feel, i wished i can always there and making her feel comfort but apparently,she got one who concerned her 10x million times than me!*breathless*Maybe she wont understand me how I feel, but I can leave this world knowing that this was real love, if he isnt for me, then I put it in Gods hands. to help me out and just make me stronger. Now, i'm fighting with my own feeling which is trying to get her out of my mind. I failed.I will always love her as i love myself, but its too bad she doesnt notice it, or notice how big of a heart and love I offer just for her, just if she were to help me out and give me a hand , by loving me back.
And for very sure, i would never ask a love from her. I rather hiding my true feeling than confess out cuz its pointless. Will you do such foolish things? Pretty fucking ass right? Don't you think so?Its dispiriting.
The humans around who knew it were always advised me to try and talk to her before its to late and said that i would never know she might feel the same,a girl cant just no if a guy likes her you have to share ur feelings you might be surprised with what she has to offer. But, i felt kinda sori frens. I was fucking scared i would lose her as friend after i confessed my feeling. Its embarrassing indeed!
I was a melodramatic guy in my life for decision making but for ur information,it won't happens in my love world. I sucking dont know whats wrong in me,myself even were so far from each other but i really cannot deny the fact, I LOVE HER SO MUCH! I could not speak like a wise lawyer when i tried to tell others that i have no one in my heart. Her ways made me dream of finding a gurl that would be as respectful and friendly and cheerful as she was (and is). Sorry to say,there're nobody i could found as well. As a REPLACEMENT.
You existence in my life brings me fantasies but i should keep and hide my feeling cuz i knew you are running ur life happily currently so what the reason of mine to break ur mood down? I should obliberate eythgs. Nonchalantly,i will continuing my normal life and what i can do is praying for you. Wishing you happy and reached d heyday of ur studies.I seriously wishes you gurl!
*Loving you- Minnie Ripperton*
11 March, 2009
Storytelling and Ranting !!!
First at all.. lets me bringing uols to my Wednesday!
So what happened was that i woke up kinda early for sake of preparation for going to college but chatted with my mum that i have turned up late where i am supposed to pick my friend on time.An ringtone arrived...
Friend:WHERE ARE YOU?(Shouted obviously. )lol..? Why You're bla bla(full of hs theories)
And i was like...idiotic *gosh*
Me: Oh,i almost got there yea! Ya,i reached!
*Fortunately*
*Nasib Baek*
*好采*
Had my breakfast with my friends, Jac and Hsiang Ting but i was soo full since i've eaten and it prepared by my mum,so i ordered a glass of milo panas and shit fucking thing with the milo and guessed d price of SUSU dropd. Sucking sweet. *wtfishhhhhh*
RANTING!!!
Anyhow,reached my college on time and freaking sad with the parking shit now. Parked at the roadside and walked to my class.Who cares where i parked my car. Harlo,its my business OKIE?The damn shit College totally SELFISH! Emphasized again yea... SELFISH. Sorry to say but ya, i have no idea which word to replace it.I would like to say this,i was good in collecting SUMMONS. Lots of it inside my car with those red in colour!
Try to get rid of it and started my class. My class was like.....well! Mr Alan are always full with his theories and i was really learnt alots. Boring! The happiest part was,Our so called PONY(Fui Fui) absent for the morning class. Happy..? lil bit but not really one cuz i've no one to tease and laugh at but ya,Jason was moody today cuz Fui Fui was not around! Pitied la this guy.An ordinary Wed's morning for lil guy named Gazy. Was looking forward to going for lunch. Come on,i was really2 and kinda eager to meet with my FOOD you know and i totally tried hard to ignore my grumbling tummy! *helpless*
Sleep for awhile but i was listening what the thgs Mr Alan teaching actually!
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2
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12.20pm...?
What this fucking sign means? Isn't this moment that i've craving for? Its break time!!*Gambol*
My stupid fren(Jason) tried to cap himself but it was like a kid act!*haiz*
What else? Ran out from the class like ** with my sucking speed. Then off to the cafeshop that quite nearby my college with my gang. Wanted to have a Laksa as i like it sooo much but frustrated cuz no Laksa stall i could search at there. *wth* Ate Fried chicken rice plus kopi-o iced. Siaw Ching paid for my drink because she's my fan since long time ago. Just let her be. *blek* The atmosphere here was pretty bad. Hot somemore. Cant them set more fans? Almost FAINTED.I was pissed out and finished my food. Guessed what,felt like i've been jogged for 10rounds. Sweating like hell. Damn it!!! Hsiang Ting, Jac came when we almost finished our dish. Laughed and joked thoughtout d whole section. I laughed till in tears but you wont be able to control it AT ALL. Funniest part.
Am eating.. Still look okie!*blek*
Henry and Jason went back earlier cuz they have no afternoon class. Lepak-ing at lobby while waiting for my friend,Jac and by the meantime i helped Siaw Ching to post a song to her blog's profile. She was a lil bit cacat with this all IT's knowledge. *OMG* Entered my MACOECONOMIC class as well. Its my favourite subj tho and i never fell bored during his(Andy)'s lecturing. Went to library when break time. Chatted with Chuan Kiat about Badminton's stuff. Both of us obviously fond in sport. Ya,one of my coursemate lose his pendrive but he got IT back finally. How come he's soooo sucking lucky. My pendrive died last week and i was like... What the fishhhhh! I gonna mourn about this for this few weeks.*bla bla*
Took it when we were lepak-ing at lobby asked by her (Siaw Ching)... She is one of my fan.*pissed*
Urgh? Finished my Macro class. Again,met Jac and we walked to d entrance of college. Still laughing and joking and teasing around with Jac and Elyn and we kept on teasing Fui Fui,she was seriously blushing!Sent Siaw Ching back home since i no need going to BDC to pick my 2nd sis and her house is same area as mine. She got driving licence dy but what the sucking was,she told me she's scare of driving her HILUX. wow... soooo nice la,luxury car indeed. Am totally out of idea how to continues d conversation. *Haiz x10*
Reached home,showered,ate. Tidying my assignment now and blog this entry right now!
Its my report for today [11th March 2009]
08 March, 2009
Bella...
Oh ya,our single mes's Lee Chong Wei defeated by Lin Dan from China just now! Predictable.Misbun Sidek will surely got sad since he cant help M'sia snatch d champion from China.*Haiz* So...Needless to say la! POINTLESS....
Yesterday... ya,its yesterday. One of my friend asked me a question.''Will you confess or hide your feelings once you meet with someone that you love'' ? I have no idea with the question so does my answer but ya,i answered finally although i did stuck at time but i need to find a way to break d ice as well. I was puzzled now. How i dare to confess my feeling although i have one? NO,d ideal answer i gave her!How i wishes someone could love me as how Bella love Edward?
Went to betting shop aka TOTO. All of u should know what d sucking business peoples used to do at there. lol. Take note yea,i helped my dad yea to do d investment not for myself!!! IMPORTANT!!Quite wretched cuz there were sea of head by the time i reached. @%#$& Spent me almost an hour and its my turned. lol. Should show you guys d senario.
Took it when i done mine so called investment.
This week was filled with assignments but i am happy because after this week,guess i can concentrate on my studies and no more assignment is controlling me as well. Notably,settle my assignments first.
AT THE MOMENT....my Internet connection currently are really fucking worst and ya,i must and should post this entry as quick as possible before the line going to hell. *wth*
07 March, 2009
Taufik Hidayat was lose...
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Sucking Down! But Taufik was kindaaa tried his best in d second round of the match. Nyway,plenty more still are waiting for you!!
Taufik Hidayat is back!
03 March, 2009
Its my day!
Her: i'll help you to ask my lecturer tomorrow k? N i'll tell you k?
Her: Sure,i'll help in any way i can.=)
Sooo sweet of u gurl! *smiles*
Me and Chuan kiat,he is a great player indeed...*Clap*
This gurl is YEE LING and considered as a Vase...? *laughing*
They are all my sweetest friends....
01 March, 2009
Memories that count..
I snatched an opportunity for myself and does so my X-classmate for d meeting and outing so called farewell i would say cuz two from my gang gonna going to Singapore for sake of cari makan!... lol
So, considered it as a farewell and their flight is on 7th March...
Let me count
6days to go !
Shien and Ching.. They will away from us for period of time!
We started our ''journey'' at 6.30pm while i'm still dressing myself at 6.25pm.
Haiz...must dress smart rty frens... ?
Sea of topics once i entered d car and non stop chatting and talking and laughing and repeat and repeat....
Talked....
Laughed...
Joked.....
Teased..
Fooled.....
Pom-pom each and others...
Jac met us when we were in the Ktv but another HUGE fren (Richard) was broken a promised with us...
Disappointing indeed!
But we stillll enjoy d outing though without him...
Soooo bad la!
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Reached our 1st destination(Place for treat my tummy) finally and sori to said,
My driver(Shien) was taking d wrong road and it affected our timing...
Soooo hungry at the time,my tummy kept on makes noise!!!
Forgive her la...
3...
2..
1
Once i searched for seat,
wat else?
On d spot i asked d waitress comes over and ordered and they really can read my mind cuz the food were delivered to me rapidly in 15mins...
AND...
I WAS RAVENOUS!!
This's d point la...
I settled all my food in 10mins with ravenously.
Soooo full!
Ooops... 4got to tell u guys that i order a plate of Chic chop Rice and Watermelon juice.. and its my favourite!
This is d only one i took cuz i have forgotten + i have eaten my food when i remembered... Soriii yea! Contributed by my greediness la..
BUT.......My friends still having their food slowly AND POSHLY...
*Helples
WHERE IS OUR NEXT DESTINATION....???
For your information, we went to ktv! We all here are good singers indeed so its became a routine since d first outing...Desisted our watching desire due to waitd for another frenz comes and meet with...
You SEE... Dis gurl =Wan Jun. N she was holding d remote all d time or she was totally CONQUERED the remote irrespective of other members? Not that serious la. She helped in select d songs. lolx
I sang too.. NOT SHOUT yea..
I am quite lovable you noe?
This two gurls really made me sooooo sad,and you know Y?
Are they look nice..?Definitely, NO!*joking*
Sori yea shien and Wen....but PLSsss don't stand infront of me when i am showing my singing skill next time and rafting my style !! WARNING! Its wretched.haha..... =Poppycock d la=
N my buddy Jac came and we were actually laughed at others when they sang.Aduimat....They sang stridently+ tireless and its tiresome!Felt nausea...?lolx. No la!
Nyway,they are still my BEST2 FRENZ!
Reached my home at 12.30am sent by Jac...Thx yea!
Tired and happy but d phobia still there?
u noe wat is my phobia?