My life with take it or leave it ??

*knock² *

See, finally I'm here... I feel so sorry as i created this blog and yet, I'm neglecting it for quite awhile.

Which left me with little in the way of distractions, i gonna finish my studies in my hometown amazingly. Time flies like an arrow and this make my excitement increase exponentially as i'll staring my next journey very soon. I realized the probable cause, no one else was as aware of my studies as i always as. *winks*

Future is in my hand. I keep on dreaming my future now and then. I bet youols out there doing the same, as stupid as me urgh? Maybe some are dreaming of them become a model and cat-walking on a fashion show; Or imagining to become a pilot who drives the plane.

I gotta redefinition my setting now. I start to worry of my future job typically. I'm constantly finding way to improve myself, i make mistakes, learn from it and move on. Hi guys, there's pointless being solemn over it no?

M.U.E.T - I'm gonna take d test this year and yeah, it's a compulsory test for those who intent to get into local Uni. You as why?? I crave to study in local Uni, i wonder why. Haha... Maybe i have the requirements ..? It is one of my family's will as well.

Broadly speaking, i shall be glad as i have the probability to make myself into local U but i'm kind of dilemma. Mind you, I'm the only son accompanying my parents and i don't feel like leaving them lonely while I'm studying so far. Family problems now aggravating my will.Having difficulty to make the decision =(

But then, studying degree isn't what i really covet frankly to say. Soriiiii. But what i wanted to do always being discarded. It's really drag people crazy as sometimes to get what we like the most is quite difficult and by the time the thing is in your hand, but it maybe won't be the thing we want or like the most...' Sigh

You get my picture? I'm in an appalling predicament now... *muse*
I'm lurching around in a daze, being so taciturn because I'm fatigued and badly in need of good decision... Is there anyone out there able to facilitate me,helping to dislodge the puzzling thought in my brain!! So chaotic...

Mark my word:

-There're always consequences in life to make it balance. If you choose beauty, you'll get less the function and benefit; if you choose function and benefit, you can only own a normal physical appearance -

I reckon there must be someone out there understand what i mean here =)

I'm in maze now.. :(
because the darkest crowd overwhelm my sunshine...

I need a comic ... :(
because the smile on my face doesn't mean smile in my heart...

I wait for meteor... :(
because it could make thing turn out miraculously...


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