26 August, 2009

My life with short post

First and foremost,thanks myself to pass all d subjects.

New semester started last last week. I was pissed off with my college's POOR management. Sigh, nothing more left to rate here. It would never shift the way they running worksssss.

Oh ya, my results. Its not as nice as i thought before i would say. *preposterous* My current GPA is 3.6 if im not mistaken since i am strictly not allowed to take my result slip (Loan student) by now. Still, keep my finger crossed for my another paper which is Moral could make me cheer up abit. Atleast!!! I'm GREEDY. Again, my friends give me a call indicated and expressed how happy were them once they received the results and greet me (obviously mine is better than them) but yet, im still so down probably last 2days. I have no idea with myself. Typical me.


I took five subjs this semester, its a long sem. I craves to complete my diploma as soon as possible.
-Management Accounting
-Production Management
-Business Strategy
-Company Law
-Malaysian Studies

Erm... my scedule isn't that pack and i still manage to breath away in between.

Stop with my college stuff... Its boring !

I found out my immune system has drastically dropped to a critical level, i always get sick. Flu in d midnight or suddenly headache. Gonna take more care !

15 August, 2009

Life with who love the more...

Halo Gazy, noon!
i said to myself...

I've been thinking lately perhaps in the midnight. Thing seems used to pop in-out through my mind, you'll never stop ur brain not to think what gonna emerges in ur mind,At all!!


=You know what you should do? Pick the one that loves you and you're totally not into, because you will learn to love them and they treat you like a precious thing for the rest of your life. =

Honestly i say, i'm not. I always love the most. Plus, i wont click with anyone who i'm totally not into !!

This is the issue recently conquers and blocking my thinking as i tried hard not to think but still, its a issue that weols might face one day or its occurring in life.

Have you ever think-if you did something but someone never know and you'll never told them what you've done for them?

Have you ever get mad- but you'll never speak it out because you care of their feeling or just worried they might think that you're so childish, lack of flexibility?

Have you ever think of wanna gain more spending time with them but you're tongue-tied to ask for it?

Have you ever thinks if you love too much, you give too much, you care too much, you protect too much but in the end, YOU are the only one??

''Life- as if a hotel. People keep on checking in and out in our life. Can we really find a fixed one who willing to stay longer? ''

Why?? Are they feel boring?
I can't sense if people get bored of me, its apparently out of my control range. The best i can try just --, do the best for myself and try my best to love my life, to love the one i love.

Thts all i can do, isn't it? I'm a human who have feeling but I'll never packaging myself like a perfect prince, dress up myself as if rich guy, in fact I'm not!

I love my life, cuz my life have you...

13 August, 2009

My life with Life

Last week has been pretty dramatic to me. Can't tell uols because i don't know how miraculously and melodramatic it was, because they all happened all out of sudden.

Well, come back to the topic now.

For me, I've been assigning by god to a not-so-rich family, just average but I've nothing to say. Thts call FATE. Right?? Haiz... never have an intention to blame anyone, my parents - i believe they dont want these all, either. They raised me up and turned me into a healthy kid.

And, i deeply believe - there are consequences in life to make it balance. Just take one example here. If you choose pretty or beauty,you will get less the richness, knowledge ; if you choose knowledge, you only can get a normal physical look. This is fairness call. Maybe someone out there will know what i'm trying to link up. Tell you, our life happens rhythmically. No one can be presumptuous. Its a prescript that had set.

''I'm so proud with myself, GOD present me Knowledge and Happiness''


Thts life, we can't be a perfect person because there are no one is. I envy some of my rich friends, they use the best - they dress the gorgeously - they eat those delicious and surely they spend the most. I ever whimsically, purposely click with rich guy and gurl, ya- to get advantages on them but i never. Its a sin, wicked enough. I've go through so many things in my pass life, variety of tastes.

Willy-nilly, i still need to run my life. Down-to-earth is a strategy of my life, a formula to implement my things although there are a small group of human who are exorbitantly realistic. Feeling hellish with those HUMANS. You guys are low brow. Lol =)

When i was still young in school, i kept mention to anyone that someday i will be an accountant But as the time goes on, i don't feels like being accountant is the one I'm into so. Sigh. I've a new target now and always, but it just that on the periphery- never within reach or maybe d timing haven't clicking in.

I eager to be an adult when i was young but so far, I'm still like a small boy although i'm 19. My mindset, my thinking. Somehow, someone transform me.. inspires me indeed- into a more rational and yet still childlike. Haha...

My life went by smoothly in the pass if deducted my heartbroken period and some disappointment which flooded through me. My life is still running fine so far, i guess. And there are seem to be radiating by my family, my friends around me, someone important in mylife......!

Bby =)

09 August, 2009

My life with missing you

Well, i'm sitting on my bed but David Cook's song on the another tab is playing, and my mind now is full of you. I cant seems to find a way to remove my sickness. But, mind,keep on picture ur face, figure ur smiles....

A couple relationships may be the most important in your life. It is often the main relationship in people's lives; it is the basis of a family and this is the place where most of us learn about love, commitment, communication, negotiation and compromise.

Sometime, to get what you're like the most is quite difficult and by the time, the thing is in your hand, but it maybe wont be the thing you wants the most. Life is kinda melodramatic.

Its weird but yet i'm still waiting and craving for what i wanted!

I'm puzzled, i've no idea whelther i have got what i wanted in my hand dy because i even don't have the answer. As now i sitting front of PC, i feel so weak but sweet at the same time. I found someone that i can miss and love with a reason.

So high level of patience and trust needed to maintain everything in our life because so far i realised that a great relationship usually start off from good friendship.

Airport is our last met, but i'm really-seriously- honestly- say this, I Miss You already and guess its countless time of i miss you, emphasized again =) I've my amphetaimined when you're there with me, i know it was a true feeling, NOT Not not the problematic effect.


''Missing someone gets easier every day because even though it's one day further from the last time you saw each other, it's one day closer to the next time you will ! ''


People will never be meant what they seems, and this really has made me treasure all the people who're close to my heart especially you. Weols are running life according to our heart's will. So, if the couple of heart is close, it means they're not far in distance and they're not alone!

Thinks if i ever get my love of my own, i'm gonna love them every single bit of their single day. Don't know why, all these seriously made me feel like treasuring a love of my own. Not to get a ovation to prove that i'm a good lover but i've my own way of loving =)

I often likes to listen to some of the music before i off to my bed. Naturally, i think of you. Songs always remind me of you=) I know someday u'll back to my side...

I'm happy u're a part of me !!!