My life with saying Thanks

Time flies like an arrow.. Guess what? I'm graduating soon :)

Yeppi...

For this month, I've been praying a lot. yeah, it was quite a lot in order i could graduate on time which i have set in the initial time.

I've so many things to do throughout the whole month. So yeah, apparently people keep to themselves when they're tired or so I've been told and plus nowadays i'm just busy. Couldn't tell you how busy i was during the past few weeks. Hehe..

Last few weeks has been pretty urgh? Nope, it was dramatic though. I shall nOt mention about it over gain and of course what's past is past, let bygone be bygone. Well, let's see let's see what i'm gonna type next.

Erm.... Obtained my last semester result (Thanksgiving). I passed all my subjects and thanks to my lecturers, and fellow friends who kept me company during those darkest moment and you guys will be remembered.

This is what i obtained this year:

Subject(s)

Organizational Behavior [ A ]

Introduction to Finance [ A ]

Business Research [ A ]

Occupational Safety and Health Act [ A ]

Personal Selling [ A ]

Business and Company Law [A ]

I've to thanks alot of people who holding me up and helped me alot, seriously yea. You know who you're.

Next month, i'm gonna attending my first Convo. Thanks someone for making me able to make it. Thanksss YOU, give me a hand when i was dismay. Thanks to H helping me and YOU calling me day and night, give me motivation. and BIG THANKS to my family and fellas!

p/s: Thank you, those who keep me company and my listener and YOU.

My life with Closer

I think, A has becomes a very close friend of mine. Yes, at least this is what up to my mind. We can chat well, although A is busying with works, travels and all. Always being busy. I’m glad to have A in my life. We were starting friend this year, if I’m not mistaken.

Hey, this will be a very short post cuz I ain’t describe how I feel by wording, that is way too perfunctory. A is different from other, for me obviously. Something special. Hmmm…
Thanks to God, I atleast have one more extra people who meant a lot in my life. I feel peace when i'm talking and chatting with A.

I love you, for who you are and thanks for holding me up :)

We'll be closer and i'll remember you..

My life with Nobody

I reckon something. God is fair! Yeah, he will gives you something but at the same time he won't give you another.
Yeah, i understand this since i was young just that i'm still .... (Whew, this is such a harsh way of starting things off) but why i used to be nobody or a puppet?

I'm always the one who dance Tango by my own. Hey, love is a connection game. :(


I am amazed when I listen to people, i'm really listen and look into it. Yet they're still complaining for the love life they're dealing with now. I'm pretty sure,or i should say I'M SURE they are so fuck off! The words they choose to interpret their life is simply teasing toward other (like me).

It is as though a plague has infested the human race, and I really have no idea where these thoughts have come from or how miserable life must be at times to think that way.


God don't present me LOADS of love, but instead, he gives me PLENTY of heart which could lead me to seek for LOADS MORE of love in future time, sooner or later.

We should live for ourself but not other. Wake up ...

I remember there is a person, hmm.. should be my secondary school teacher once told me,

''You'll deserve everything your heart desires just as others in the world does. If the thing is yours, it'll comes to you naturally.''

I tell you, it seems so oddball when someone tell you this. But it's way so TRUE.


Maybe i'm just a pastor of someone's life ; a character who use to cheer them up when they are down, a joker who makes them laugh when they are sad. I surrender with everything i have now. Nope, i'm not surrender but letting go.


I need to grow up and be mature. I'm 20.
I believe that, GOD is always fair, do give me strength, to ride through the darkest moment and get rid off that person from my messy mind. Tqq...